Be Still My Soul... Oh How I'm Thankful...

I think about Archer . . . every . day . I miss him . . . . more . . . than . . .

I am willing to admit most days.

If I didn't admit this I would be lying to you and to myself.

My heart is full, I am so thankful to have had the profound opportunity to grow, care for and love this amazing baby. I know he is so well taken care of and . loved . beyond . imagination.

Surrogacy is a life altering experience, you never know how it will change you. Surrogacy has brought me closer to God, and to my Husband.

It has presented challenges to my heart I didn't even know could exist. I have come out on the other side of surrogacy a stronger woman.

More thoughful of others . more . thoughtful.

I am thankful everyday for honesty.

Thank you J & Jy for allowing me to follow along in the story of Archer's life.

I will always be grateful. Always.


"Most people can look back over the years and identify a time and place at which their lives changed significantly. Whether by accident or design, these are the moments when, because of a readiness within us and a collaboration with events occurring around us, we are forced to seriously reappraise ourselves and the conditions under which we live and to make certain choices that will affect the rest of our lives." ~Frederick F. Flack